F's, T's and other things

So I'm learning more and more about myself as the semester draws on.

Not that I think self reflection is entirely a good thing.

But little realizations pop into my head and I catch myself saying 'uh hahh! That explains it!'



Like today. I was on a walk, pondering life, when I squirmed at the thought of some of my previous blogs - they were so ... 'feelings orientated'. I'm an INFJ and I can get really frustrated when I notice my feelings clouding my judgement. I tend be somewhat intolerant of other INFJ's who are all 'feelingsy' as well. Haha! I roll my eyes and imagine myself telling them to be more logical. Ha! Of course, I'd never say it out loud because I'm too shy - and that's just mean - I don't want to hurt their feelings. ;)

I did another myers Briggs personality test today to see whether Uni had increased my T (thinking) traits and decreased my F (feeling) traits. It hadn't. I'm still an F. I'm not trying to change who God made me to be, but sometimes my F's get in the way of my T's and I know when it's happening and boy it makes me so frustrated! Alas, I am an INFJ, still, 3 years on after initially taking the test. Nicole just stared at me throughout this entire conversation I attempted to have with her.

But anyway! So I was pondering some past blogs I've written and wondered whether I should take them down.

When I realized. I would only take them down because I 'felt' they were too 'feelingsy'. It's a paradox!!

So I won't take them down, but I will write this blog to acknowledge the thought.

And because I also read that INFJ's love to write things down, guarded for only a select few to read. They don't need many to know their thoughts, but would feel good about just releasing them to a few who wish to listen.

Just some food for thought.